Boredd

Ryte now I'm at the clinic accompanying ustazah to do her medical check up.. Nothing to do, so this is what i do... She has entered the room and now i' m waiting here alone... With this flu and headache and an empty stomach.. Hungrayyy n missing my hubby muchhh!!! Can't wait for tomorrow!!!


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Location:Klinik Penawar

I can't sleep

It is 1.22 am in the morning n i can't sleep at all, too much things happen today.. My mother in law is sick again... I just hope she'll get better soon.. Pity her... Ermm... And my husband, he's been so worried all day long... I just hope i was there with u... Right by ur side when ol dis thing happens.. Wait for me hby k? Bb luv u so much...


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Location:My room

Kehilangan

Today i wakes up with a pain in my stomach... Kesan 'kehilangan' ya msh blm hilang sepenuhnya.. Rindu saat2 'dia' msh d dlm prt.. xkuat rsanya hati, tp terpaksa d relakan pergi... even just a month d dlm rahim, kehilangan amat melukakan hati... Dearest child, i might not know what are u yet when i lost u.. But trust me, i love u as much as other mother loves  their child.. This feeling no one else will understand except me.... U were there, in me, when i'm alone.. When ur father is far away from us.. Ibu just want to say sorry 4 making u go from this world.. X sempat ibu kenal nya.. I am sorry syg... Ibu syg nya... Lebih dr everything else in this world...!!

Heyyaaa!

It has been a while since my last post kn?? a year?? 2 years?? I donno, i've lost track of the time... It's 1.01 am rite now n i can't sleep after accidentally saw ghost pictures on my fb wall feed posted by those who think its funny.... Trust me, it wasn't funny at all.. Hurm....Jaik!! Now, i can't sleep, what shud i do?? Nak molah kerja, aku xrajin, because kt skolah dh all out sgala tenaga, mls dh d rmh mk polah pa2.. Esok gik, mengerah tenaga d skolah... Kuatkan hati jak nggu cuti next week tok... Semoga cptlah hari2 ini berlalu.... I wanna go home so that I wont be afraid when tertangga gk those so called funny people post that kind of stuff again, coz i hv my hubby by my side.. Ya Allah kau tabahkan hatiku, redhakan hatiku menerima ujian mu ini Ya Allah.. Sesungguhnya berjauhan dr suami tercinta sgt sukar bagiku.. :(  Now listening to our fav song, 'drenched'... I wanna go home...

Minggu2 yang menyesakkan

This week double observations, next week triple observations.. Adehh.. I'm going to be flat!!!!

Duhh!! Raya in 2 weeks time...

Erkkk.. I’m going to have 2 observations this week… What can I say?? It is tiring.. I don’t have any time 2 jimba-jimba and joli-joli nemore.. huhuhu.. Enough with the rungutan, now I’m moving on to the main idea of this post.. Raya!! Tinggal 2 minggu je lagi nak raya.. N me?? No preparation at all except a baju kurung. Itupun bcoz my mom yg uruskan.. Yang lain-lain, semua plan nk bli after going back to Kuching. Sempat ke tidakkk?? Lau ikutkan masa tu maybe sempat.. Cuma, kecerewetan aku yg akan menyebabkan benda yg sempat tu menjadi x sempat..Oleh itu, moral of the story is do not b fussy!! Can I do that?? Diragui sekali okee… As I am the kind of girl who want perfect thing for my Raya… But things might be different this Raya kot, because cuti raya seminggu je. N I know I’m going to b busy with the Lesson Plan, Journal N so on. N oso my E-day.. Adehh… Hopefully things went well laa that day.. Last, I’m missing my luv so much!!

Untuk insan tersayang, My Lucky 6

Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata

“sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa
tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya
sayang mungkin saja keras kepala
tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua–

saya kenal sayang saya”

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja, kau saja boleh rasa

Rahsia kita berdua..

Seharusnya aku bersyukur.. ;/

Tajuk entri aku kali ni macam aku tak bersyukur je kn dgn apa yg aku ada selama ni.. Memang ada kebenarannya.. Manusia tak pernah bersyukur dgn apa yang mereka ada. Contohnya, kerja. Bila tak ada kerja, berdoa nak kan kerja. Sanggup buat apa saja asalkan dapat apa yang di ingini, tapi bila dah dapat. Sejauh mana usaha mereka selepas itu?

Dalam kes aku ni, aku memang nak sangat jadi English teacher from before and I applied for KPLI. Yes, aku dapat KPLI. Kursus Perguruan Lepasan Ijazah yang memang selalu orang cakap orang yang betul-betul bertuah je yang akan terpilih untuk course ni. Jalan pintas untuk menjadi seorang guru bertauliah. Dan aku antara orang-orang yang bertuah untuk tahun 2011 ni. :P

When, I first enter Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Sarawak Miri, the 1^st thing yang menjadi rungutan is because I have to stay @ Miri. See? Bila blm dapat, sggup di hantar d mana je as long as got the job. Tapi blum pape, aku dh start merungut.. Then, after we start with the class, rungutan2 lain pulak timbul.. semakin banyak semakin hari. Kerja banyak laa, skema sangat laa, mcm2 lg laa.. tapi, bukan ini ke yg aku mahukan dulu??

Bersyukur. Sedarlah wahai Nuraizah. Engkau kini bergelar seorang pendidik. Kalau setakat tekanan sedikit ni pun aku tak mampu nak handle. Macammana nanti di sekolah yang pelbagai ragam manusia yang aku akan jumpa? Kerja banyak, tapi rasanya belum ada lagi yang aku tak mampu buat.. Semuanya atas kemahuan, positif yg ko fikir, positif laa tindak tanduk dan hasilnya. Negative yang ko fikir, negative laa hasilnya. Mungkin kali ini aku tersedar aku harus sentiasa bersyukur, harapan aku semoga ianya kekal begini. Sebab aku pun manusia biasa, yang selalu alpa akan tanggungjawab aku sebagai hambaNya.. Mungkin hari ini aku ingat, tak mustahil nanti aku lupa lagi..

U GOT THE JOB!! NOW, PROVE URSELF DEAR!!

Specially Dedicated 2 a girl~

Girl, thanx 4 listening 2 me yesterday... Xpuas sa klaka cmya.. Klak kmk blt kuching, kta poret gk k? Porets memanjang..Hopefully both of us available laa masa ya k.. Juz wanted to say, keep on goin' no matter how hard life is k.. Diz song is specially dedicated 4 u Nur Zu.. :D

Unpredictable Yesterday

It' has been a long time since i last talk to someone about my past.. But then, yesterday i'm having this conversation with one of my girl.. It was a release of mind.. All my memories of him, keep on coming and go. What a coincidence, he (my ex) called me last night.. My life is full with surprises. I don't know why is he calling? I don't even have the gut to know y is he calling.. I love my life now, i don't think i wanna ruined what i have today for something that i'm not sure of.. Dearie Allah, help me to forget him and keep on hesitating about my coming engagement.. All i really want right now is only a peace of mind...Ouchh... *sigh*

Tidur malam yang tak pernah lena..

Bilakah semua ini akan berakhir?? Practical is such a nightmare!! I'm very tired.. Selama study di Uitm dulu pn x sepenat ini.. Aduhh... Susahnya bgelar seorang GURU.. Segala-galanya harus ku korbankan untukmu murid-muridku.. Besarnya pengorbanan seorang guru baru kini ku tahu. So, insan-insan yang bergelar anak murid, pelajar2, kenanglah jasa gurumu, bukan mudah membimbing seorang anak murid, inikan pula yang beratus-ratus di depan mata.. :D

Kemengantuksan yg sgt Gilerr!!

Last nite i sleep at 3 a.m, N i woke up 5 minutes bfore 6. Sepatutnya at 6 a.m aku dah dalam kereta otw to my school.. Bangun2 je.. Trus capai hp n text Radh, saying i can't go with her today.. Tak kan nak srh tunggu plak kn?? Kesian dorg pun turut sama lewat dgn aku.. Nasib baik ada Jane, my superheroin dtg menyelamatkan aku walaupun dia pn lewat sama gara2 uniform KRS yg kami kene pakai every Wednesday!! Wat a DISASTER!! "*Baju itu sgt tidak cantekkk okeyy*.Sampai jak di sekolah, adehhh.. murid2 memandang aku mcm aku some kind of ALIEN okehh!! Warghhh... So, i decided hari ini aku xmo gerak ke mana2 except ke kelas tahun 5 *kelas yg aku ajar arini*.. Malusss gilesss... So terperap laa aku d dalam bilik guru selama beberapa jam menantikan bunyi loceng kelas yg terakhir sambil bermesej2 dengan my Lucky 6 dan melayan kemengantukans yg amat sangat.. Jane dengan rela hatinya menawarkan khidmat melindungi aku supaya aku dapat tdur skjap.. kesian sgt kot muka aku time mengantuk.. hehehe.. TQ Jane Jonathan!!

As for my Lucky 6, i donno wat is he doing ryte now, but hopefully he is doing well and jgn naughty2 ok baby!! I LOVE U SO MUCH!!

My life at school

Chaotic!! Tired!! Exciting!! Unexpected!! Full of GREAT surprises!! That's how i'll describe my day at the school. Every single day, there will always b a student who never failed to make me mad and smile to them in a day!! Sometimes, i felt that the kids love me more than my Lucky 6.. Hahahahahahha... "Evil laugh".

My observations today was................................. Sederhana only... How can i make the pupils enjoyed with my P&P huh?? My voice is too soft.. uwaa... that hurts.. almost everyone said the same thing... :'(

My life now!

Well, life has been so different now compared 2 before.. Now, i'm not a student who donno wat will be the end of me.. Wat am i going 2 be?? I'm a trainee teacher now.. N 4 sure i'm gonna be one of the teacher next year.. Amin.. My love life is getting better, we (me N no 6) don't fight a lot like we used to before. N we are heading to our engagement day next month..Wahhh!!! I'm so excited, but then org kata "Tak boleh excited sgt.. Xbaik.." :D But then, no preparation done yet for that day, because we r so far away from each other. So, everything will b done when i arrived at Kuching on 27th. It means that i only have 3 or 4 days bfore the day.. Gila kn?? Xpernah di buat org... But then, we tried our best!!! Kan bb kn?? I love u hubby!!

Assalamualaikum...

Dh lama tinggalkan bidang 'memblogging' ni tiba2, arini rsa nk start blogging balik... ;) Tapi, xguna akaun lama dh.. Akaun lama 2 terlalu byk kenangan pahit.. Xmo2, DELETE oready...So, Y Lucky 6?? I guess because it is my birthday.. 6 is the day i was born 24 years ago...N 6 is my anniversary with him.. it had been 6 years we're together. Well, the reason y i start blogging back is because there's too much i had go through within the 2 years i stop blogging.. N i think maybe it'z the best to start jotting it down, so that i won't forget 'ol the great thing, bitter experience i've gone through thru ol the years with my luv, my family, my friends n so on.. So, start following my blog n hopefully u'll enjoy my next ENTRY!! ;))